Well. What a day! I have eaten well, maybe slipped a few more pieces of dark chicken then I should of, but hey.. I’m only human! I was very tired today. Not in the mood for much. Haven’t studied for uni yet :( exams in a couple of weeks. Didn’t perform my best at crossfit today either.
30 box jumps
20 push press
30 pull ups.
I did 2 rounds and 30 box jumps and 16 push press at 20kg. And for box jumps I did step ups, and for the first time ever, I did my pulls ups with bands. Two green bands. I was very emotional today too. Lots and lots of things to think about-especially with uni at what not.
Took my before photos today. I never reliesed how bad I looked until today.. My joints are hurting and everything feels like a lot of effort. Something needs to change. I NEED to loose weight. This isn’t a joke anymore. Pull your head out of your arse Kiara and get it done. Not bullshitting yourself no longer. Lets do this.
Promised Kane that when I loose this weight, we are going to get all dolled up, and I will buy myself a nice new dress and go out of dinner and reward ourselves for our efforts.
But all in all, day 1 down, 29 days to go. I want this. I need this, my life needs to turn around.